not at all - a product of insomnia.

it's not all
about the LCR
pub crawls, drugs
in fact
not at all

it's not the first
time leaving home
living on my own
in fact
not at all

it's not the second
or third guy i've lost
for peculiar teenage reasons
in fact
not at all

it's not the country
the culture, the soul
that took me here
in fact
not at all

it's not yet
home
in fact
not at all